I hear you little devil within.
Can you make yourself known? When the switch flips south and light exits the room you attack my thoughts without mercy. Your resolve and will is ideal. You drive your ambitions deep into my soul. And there I am, the monster inside playing around within me like a wrecking ball. You exist in all of my doubt about life and tear me apart the more I try to run from you.
But I am going to fight no longer, only to warmly embrace your presence.
Does this confuse you? Does this make you weep at the thought of the grip you once had that exists no longer? You held onto me so strong and so tight due to my disability to see that the battle increased your strength. Like quicksand I sunk the more that I moved. But like I claimed before, I embrace the darkness now.
Things have changed.
I'll see now that darkness can deliver light. There isn't any fear in this heart anymore. I do not fear you showing up into my world. Why? Because you are here, right here within me. Not walled out from me any more. Not pushed away. Just here with me. Present. Actually present.
You did some serious damage to me in my old life. But now, I have taken control of who I am. I've taken control of how I'm going to respond to all of your ridiculous questioning, demands, and negativity. You owned me from time to time, but now it's time for me to show compassion towards you.
How proud are you? How much fun did you have? Are you pleased with your accomplishments? Maybe I can even clap to your success?
But we are moving on and this is the beginning of a long relationship. I am going to start chatting with you for the first time. But now, my choices are based on light. It is time to begin living my life and make the best decisions I can. But I know that I must check in with you...oh demon inside. You can show me a trail that's worth exploring in of its own. You can show me places I have always been afraid to go. But to ignore you further would be out of stupidity. Foolishness. Fear.
So let's go for a walk. I would like to hear what you have to say.
Can you make yourself known? When the switch flips south and light exits the room you attack my thoughts without mercy. Your resolve and will is ideal. You drive your ambitions deep into my soul. And there I am, the monster inside playing around within me like a wrecking ball. You exist in all of my doubt about life and tear me apart the more I try to run from you.
But I am going to fight no longer, only to warmly embrace your presence.
Does this confuse you? Does this make you weep at the thought of the grip you once had that exists no longer? You held onto me so strong and so tight due to my disability to see that the battle increased your strength. Like quicksand I sunk the more that I moved. But like I claimed before, I embrace the darkness now.
Things have changed.
I'll see now that darkness can deliver light. There isn't any fear in this heart anymore. I do not fear you showing up into my world. Why? Because you are here, right here within me. Not walled out from me any more. Not pushed away. Just here with me. Present. Actually present.
You did some serious damage to me in my old life. But now, I have taken control of who I am. I've taken control of how I'm going to respond to all of your ridiculous questioning, demands, and negativity. You owned me from time to time, but now it's time for me to show compassion towards you.
How proud are you? How much fun did you have? Are you pleased with your accomplishments? Maybe I can even clap to your success?
But we are moving on and this is the beginning of a long relationship. I am going to start chatting with you for the first time. But now, my choices are based on light. It is time to begin living my life and make the best decisions I can. But I know that I must check in with you...oh demon inside. You can show me a trail that's worth exploring in of its own. You can show me places I have always been afraid to go. But to ignore you further would be out of stupidity. Foolishness. Fear.
So let's go for a walk. I would like to hear what you have to say.
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